And then I lied to myself, just as I always did

I’d lie to myself the same way I’d lie to my friends. To make them feel better during their moments of suffering. I couldn’t assuage their grief, but I could inspire courage in them to move on… Help them ease the pain clouding their every detrimental feelings. So I lied to myself like I had lied to them- “It will be better, you are strong enough to withstand … Continue reading And then I lied to myself, just as I always did

When I Blinked, You Were Gone Again

I was an optimistic fool each time I fell in love with you…thinking this time now that we’re older, it’ll be different. Telling myself, this time I’m not just a convenience. You’re back in my life again because you wanted us back together. Tricking my mind to believing this time you’ll actually stay. Optimistic fool was right because when I blinked, you were gone again.   Continue reading When I Blinked, You Were Gone Again