why does our mind stray to the insecurities
when we’re uninhibited.
what does it mean anyway? each time we learn and we know we’ll drift back to these upsetting thoughts and yet still we sip, drink and spiral to where we are once again.
contemplating what makes us happy then in self realization wondering if we ARE happy…
we know alcohol does this yet we sip, drink and spiral back to this place.
and next thing we know, here we are again hugging our insecurities, lying with our pain and spiraling down a path of misery.