I was trying to explain to her what she could not grasp.
I wasn’t unhappy in my relationship by any means, maybe just stuck in a conundrum.
“It’s like there’s a bottle and a cap, and no matter how I try to screw on the cap, it doesn’t seem to fit perfectly –
It still functions as a bottle in that the cap screws on and nothing will spill out nor would anything fall in. The bottle still works, but some part of it will always not feel right.”
That was the best way for me to explain my conundrum.